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Name: Nancy
Birthday: 3/6/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: chocolate :P yes, i love it. Pyschology (better be, it's my major)
Expertise: hmmm... Can't tell you it's a secret ;) Just joking. I can shine shoes like no ones buisness! (i kinda have to know for ROTC).
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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AIM:  ndhchica
MSN: american_grl@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  american_grl5
Member Since:
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| University Sux Does anyone else feel the same? Everything is over rated. I think I should turn into one of those party people. It seems to be the only way to make friends. Well, I'll be ok, i think this weekend was just boring is all. I didn't end up going out btw. I stayed in and watched a movie with Nathan. Hes getting kinda boring now too. ANyway, love to you all! :P | | |
| Well, it's Saturday morning. I just woke up. It's almost 1pm! I stayed up last night watching Robin Williams stand up and them Family guy came on at like 3.. i fell asleep during that though. I think this is the first Saturday morning that I've been here. hmmm. Anyway, i didn't think I'd get up this late. I'm going to get some homework done becuase i was too lazy to do it yesterday. Then I'm going to go to the gym I guess. My Pex hurt. I some benches the other day... i guess thats a good thing, but it hurts :(. Then, since I didn't go out last night. I'll try to go out tonight. Some things have really been on my mind lately. and I'm starting to get depressed again. School is going great. But other parts of my life aren't. I really need to grow up. Sometimes I wish I was emotionless becuase i thinik things would be better if I wasn't hurting so much. Anyway... I'm sure It'll somehow resolve it's self. SOMEHOW. good or bad it'll happen. I'm just hoping not soon. I dont think anyone reading this has any idea what I'm talking about, but I do.. and I just want to get my thoughts out. Anyway... I'll let you know about my weekend as I get further into it. later! | | |
| Well, a good friend of mine told me the other day that he didn't want to ever talk to me again... It was pretty much my fault, I'll just leave it at that. I wish I could explain to him though whats really going on. Something kinda funny happened last night though, my new Flight commander asked me on a date?! I didn't think it was a date at first, just friends getting together to watch a movie.. then i realized it was just going to be me and him.. hmmmm.. kinda awkward. It was cool though, we were both in the same flight last semester and hes a fun guy. Hes 21 though!! turning 22 in April. I found out though that in College age isn't really an issue becuase everyone is pretty much at the same maturity level anyway. I dont like this guy in THAT way, hopefully it really was just 2 friends getting together for a movie. Anyway, thats was my funny thing. I'm going to stay here this weekend. I'll try to go out. I haven't really done that since I've been here. I'll prolly go out with my room mate and go dancing I'll be the designated driver if anything happens :P you know me. Hope everyones semester has started out well and is going good. Mines getting better and better by the day :P God bless! | | |
| I had on new clothes, New sneakers on my feet. I was there for class on time, Went to the back and took my seat. Yeah, I'm moving up, I'm already grown. Soon I'll be graduating, And out on my own. I talked to some of my friends, We were all having fun. Said some things I shouldn't have said. Did stuff I shouldn't have done. I knew I was different.. I felt God touch my heart, I knew I should set a standard, But then I'd be set apart. Walking to the bus, I was not looking for strength. I heard the car tires screeching, But now it's too late. I'm standing in this room, And I can see the heavenly gate.. Oh no! I never prayed. I thought I had time to get it straight! An angel walked to me, He had a book in his hand. I knew it was the Book of Life, When would this dream end? I told him my name, And he began to look. Then he looked at me sadly and said, Your name is not in this book. Angel, this is a dream, No, I can't be dead! He closed the book and turned away, He whispered - You cannot proceed ahead. No...no this can't be real, Angel, you can't turn me ! away. Let me talk to God, Maybe he'll let me stay. He led me to the gate, Jesus came to me. He did not let me in but said, Beloved what is your need? Jesus, I cried, please, Don't cast me away from you. Tears ran down his face as he said, You knew what you needed to do. Lord, please I'm young, I never thought I would die.. I thought I'd have plenty of time, Death caught me by surprise. Lord, I went to church, Please Jesus, I believe. He said you would not accept me, My love you would not receive. Lord, there were too many hypocrites. They weren't being true. He took a step back and asked, What does that have to do with you? Lord, my family claimed to be saved, They weren't real. You know. He said, I died for you, Now I have to go. I fell to my knees crying to Him, Lord, I planned to be real tomorrow. I couldn't make Him understand, I had never felt such sorrow. Then it hit me hard, I said, Lord, where will I go? He looked into my eyes and said, My child you already know. Please Jesus, I begged, The place is so hot. It seemed to trouble and grieve him, He whispered, DEPART FROM ME, I KNOW YOU NOT. Lord, you're supposed to be love, How can you send me to damnation? He replied, With your mouth you said you loved me, But each day you rejected my salvation. With that in an instant, Day turned into night. I never knew such torture could be, Now too late, I know the Bible is right. If I can tell you anything, Hell has no age. It is a place of torture, Separated from God ! and full of rage. You know, I thought it was funny,a joke, But this one thing is true. If you never accept Jesus Christ, hell is waiting for you. So please, ask Him into your heart. Please show this to everyone you care about.. ((which should be everybody)) IF YOU WOULD STAND UP FOR JESUS CHRIST, THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS | | |
| Wow, God really does work in mysterious ways. I just got done packing the rest of my things for school, I'll be heading out to the dorms in a little bit I think. Not sure how early I want to head down there yet, there isn't a lot to do though I should get ready for my classes. Maybe I'll go to the library. I haven't bought my books yet becuase last semester half the ones I bought I didn't need and the return lines were so hectic! It hasn't really hit me that i'm starting school tomorrow. Porlly becuase I'm still at home. when i get to my dorm room though it'll hit be i think. It's only 1:15. I've been up since 8. I took my mom down town so she could do the Martin Luther King Jr. March and then I went shopping at Walmart. I told some aldy off but I can't say why. I cant only write that becuase I'LL know what I said, and thats all I need :P. I checked out the prices for going to Holland. It's only $350!! I think i sed that in my last post though.... ? Anyway, if I went I would leave in 2 months. Just in time for my birthday. well.. it's be afer my birthday, but for my birthday none the less. I'm excitede to go but i ahve a feeling it wont be as fun for me. Plus Ted hasn't written back to see if i can stay with him or not... hmmmm... Anyway. We'll see, we'll see. I'm going to go brush my teeth and see if Nathan wants to go bowling be fore we leave for school. Hope everyone break was eventful and safe. | | |
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